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three more days till i'm home!! we're at the base..this is the only place i can write at. blegh. its christmas eve and my dad has to work today and tomorrow and till like 4 on sunday. blegh. so we have to stay here with him. this should be a great time and nothing but fun!
merry christmas to everyone!! wish i was home...
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[09 Dec 2004|03:24pm] |
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so this is what its like. i dont think i'll be writing for a while....
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[08 Dec 2004|07:33pm] |
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Ok so i was woken up from my nap to find out that of the 9 days im forced to see that so called 'father' of mine hes only got 4 days off and that we're pobably not getting a cabin but 'to make up for it we could go to chicago to see all the museums'....riiight...cuz thats what i want to do. i'd rather go to a museum then play in the snow with my dogs. riiight. this christams is sure to be an AWESOME one! i cannot wait for it to be over.
in conclusion...life is rough.
rough.
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[05 Dec 2004|08:46pm] |
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this weekends been a really stressfilled one. im just glad its over. (the stress not the weekend) all in all i guess i had a pretty fun time. im sorta feeling a little..down about a few things but ya know...just kinda missing my friends and im sure i know a few people who are probably glad to hear that. all the more sadness to add.
depressing that i've only got 2 more school weeks and 1 more weekend till i'm gone again. this time i'm sure its going to be the last time. i cant take this kind of stress anymore. im just glad this time its only like 9 days including travel days so really only a week. i pray it goes by quickly.
another scar for the wrist of shame...
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[05 Dec 2004|10:33am] |
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yesterday was possitivly awesome!! :) spent pretty much the entire day with alex. it was nice. we slept for about an hour at the end, both very very sleepy but good thing my mommy woke us up cuz other wise he would have been late and prolly in a lots of trouble. hehe. it was fun.
today, it came! and that has taken quite a load off my chest and his. i only wish we could celebrate some how....stupid target.
♥
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haha its funny cuz its true...
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[28 Nov 2004|08:58pm] |
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yea so what was to be the best night of my life in a very long time was not...oh well. its all his brothers fault. he has no life and so he wouldn’t leave the house. damn him. so instead we went out to yc's for dinner and then talked for a long time. it was nice because we hardly get to do that anymore. then we came home and watched part of the passion but i thought i was gonna throw up so we went to his house and watched jersey girl which was really cute. ok ok, i'll admit we did have a little break towards the end of the movie and what we did was very movie ish. anyway, it was hot and then we went out and watched the rest of the movie. then when it was over i slept on his lap for a little while and then he took me home.
its getting harder and harder to leave him. it almost brings me to tears. i feel so torn without him.
dear god, heal this pain with more of your wonders...
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[27 Nov 2004|04:18pm] |
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today should be the best day ever!!!!!! i'll write later and let all know. cross your fingers! i really need this!!!! :)
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[20 Nov 2004|05:59pm] |
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yea..today was an icky day. woke up and alex called and said target called him in to go work so he had to go and i thought i was gonna get to see him at 12:30 when he got off but then mom came in asking me to go shopping with her and i didnt want to because it was like 12:15 and i knew alex would be off soon and she got mad at me and told me that he couldnt come over till she got back. well, of course, she took her jolly good time and when he was finally able to come over he'd already finished with coffee house (last night's show was awesome btw) and was working on his report so I couldnt see him. so then she made me go to the book store and to best buy. at the book store there was this really icky guy trying to sell me his gift card and i told him i didnt have any money and he had a nazley voice and reminded me of that kid in my computer class whos like the sonic head honcho..his name is kyle (the kid in my class not the icky guy). so anyway, even though i told this guy i didnt have any money he stood there watching me read the back of this book i was looking at (its called Crank and i really want it...maybe for christmas i will get it.) and it was really creepy.
icky.
anyway, dinners almost ready and mom and i are back to being good. she was just frusterated and of course shopping gets that all out of her so...yea. and alex is comming over tonight after i eat dinner and hopefully he will make this day flip upside down and turn around. :)
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[15 Nov 2004|07:08pm] |
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Goofy
i just wanted to tell all that i think the person attempting to terrorize my live journal by telling me i haven’t backed them up and trying to make me feel bad by telling me i have no friends (for i believe them to be one and the same) is a silly, stupid person.
however, they do put a smile on my face and keep me on my toes with my smart ass remarks. so if it tickles their fancy they may, by all means, stay around for a while. im sure they are entertainment for all the readers. :)
that is all
♥
p.s.
I LOVE ALEX
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[14 Nov 2004|01:40pm] |
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for all who didnt already hear, we won friday night. it was a pretty good game but im sad that we won because that means if i have to go to the game next week i have to go all the way to tucson and thats just not cool becasue my boy will be in coffee house and there is now way im taking that 2 hour drive there and back without him. can you say BORING? i can watch: "BORING!"
anyway, and yesterday was state and we got an excilent. pretty cool i guess. it was fun. the judges were bung but what can ya do? so yea..after that i wasnt feelin to good so i slept. life went on and now im here..i did my homework this morning and now im sittin around watching dave the barbarian and other misilanious shows on the disney channel because its, quite possibly, one of the only channels i watch.
life is going on and i am now 3 minuets older and closer to dieing then i was when i first started writing this. thats sort of depressing. and life is going on still and i am even older than i was when i started writing this sentence and whne you are reading this i will be even older and that much closer to death.
its a good thing no one thinks about stuff like this...i think if they did many would be depressed. then again, all the more reason to no hold grudges and to live life in the moment because you never know when you might croak. because i saw this thing on t.v about this guy who had seveier bleeding of the brain and didnt even know it and he was walking to his car one day and just..died. he didnt even know what was going on. just like instant drop deadage. so yea..haha.
♥
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life is still goin on
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[13 Nov 2004|10:00am] |
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MORE!!!
( her precious suicide )
short but..had to get it out before i left today :). wish us all luck at state!! hope the performance is 10 times better than last nights...:-/
p.s.
i love life
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[10 Nov 2004|06:50pm] |
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well i was gonna write more story...but i dont really remember where i was gonna go with it. oh botha......another day i suppose.
all i know is that my boy is suddenly at work and i am bored out of my gorde....but im working on the anniversary gift right now!! pretty...kinda expencive..but i'll do it! and he will..like it i hope!
ahhhhh!!
♥
ps.
i love life!
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its gotta get better....doesn't it?
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[04 Nov 2004|05:46pm] |
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so once upon a time there was a girl. her name was kiersten. she lived in a land where everyone was happy and no one ever faught with anyone else! everyone was friends with everyone else and there was no such thing as evil or bad or fighting or anything of that sort.
one day, in this land, a unicorn came up to kiersten and offerd her a ride. she excitedly accepted the offer and jumped on the unicorns back. he took her around land showing her all the wonderful sights to see. after the ride around the land the unicorn was very sleepy and he laid down in the grass to stare up at the stars. kiersten joined him at stargazing and soon fell asleep in the grass with the unicorn close to her side to keep her warm. when she woke up in the morning everything was just normal in the prefect land where she lived. the unicorn was drinking from a near by stream. she walked over and stoked its soft hair and then jumped back on its back telling him to take her home.
he instantly rode off in the direction of the town and dropped her off. she kissed the unicorn good bye and watched him ride off to the horizon.
when kiersten went home she found her family sound asleep in their beds. she crept up the stairs into her room and started brushing her hair and prepairing her bath. when the tub was finished filling she went into the bathroom and got into the tub. she heard something hitting her bathroom window. she looked out and saw a boy down on the ground. she opend the window and wisperd to him. he climed up the side of her house and climbed through the window.
then kiersten woke up from her wonderful dream to the world where all was wrong and terrible. the earth was constantly on fire and lightning randomly shot down from the sky, even when there wasn't a cloud in site. she shudderd and pulled the sheets over her head praying to get back to sleep.
end!
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